:'(

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Very very down~ unmotivated><

*cry* really stress.. Just feel like no more pillar of strength

Dunno why sudden mood down. So bad :(

Don't want exam.. Then no more stress

Don't want dignity.. Then I can cry whenever I want to

Don't wanna be so lonely.. Then I won't feel helpless when I need somebody by myside

Don't want to know so much.. Then I won't be sad and hurt

Sorry to her.. As last time I had given her this feeling but now she is happy with her life. I'm also happy for her. :)

No matter how pain my heart is, I have to face everything with my broad smile

As sometimes it is easier to smile even you're hurting inside, than explain to the whole world why you're sad..

I gave up at first I was the siner I was the destroyer so I should take the unhappiness

And since 25 June I promised myself I have to concentrate in my study I can't even control how others think of me

I care as I felt being deceited and betrayed also feeling shame

So funny that I have such feeling

I did wrong in the past thus I have to be responsible to what I had done

Sigh~~ emotional here.. what I'm doing also abnormally and absentmindedly, no mood to concentrate in my study and revision

I'm gonna disappoint them and myself again and again :(

Huuuuuuuuuu~~~~ T^T

什麼時候 我也可以瀟灑的 1轉身 牽著另1個人的手就走

很喜歡被這樣挽著 因為有像 :這女人是我的 不許碰 呵呵

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