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Without me, I believe that you can live better

I'm just a burden passer I'm really sorry

If I never met you, I think now you might be with her and live happily

I'm a sinners :'(

I know that I never lose then I won't know what is appreciation

How bad am I?

Today really tired

When tuition, I almost fall asleep

But now I can't even close my eyes

Headache T.T

Wondering how I concentrate in class tomorrow especially bio class

Hate the sadness

but I can't even bear it more

SHIT **

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郁闷 :(

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*Line* 好想知道 好想开口问 却怎么也说不出 明知道那是答案 却还会抱着1丝丝的希望 希望是自己猜错了 :(

每1次 翻阅 都觉得好恐怖 会很害怕 看到了不该看的 就算是真的 我难过又能怎样呢 不知道 到时候 真的见到了 会是怎么样的 好怕哦 最近 变得越来越胆小了 问再多的怎么办 也于事无补 真不知道自己想怎么样 顺其自然又不是 除非更好的 不然怎么也替代不了 真不知道怎么形容这该死的心情 真的好讨厌 好讨厌 T^T 太在意了 真的不是件好事 唉 好想哭哦 :’( 谁可以让我想到这事时 不会伤心难过难受吖 就算只是几秒钟也好 这时候 真的很想去撞墙 讨厌极了

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June

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I hate this feeling badly. How can I endure it? Maybe that I thinking too much. *sob* Seriously, this shouldn't be the matter that I have to worry about now. Let all goes naturally and smoothly then enough. What bear in mind is getting ready for the happiness wishing to them although I can't accept it truly.

My holiday is left for few days, almost coming to the end. I'm feeling stress. I think I will fail again for my second sem result :( After school holiday, it's my third sem, the last sem in form6. However, this sem is also the last chance I fight for my future. Am I too pessimistic? I think I'm not, I knew my strength and I can't pass it well I won't get what I want. Sigh.. Can I just give up and head to another destination? Sigh again.

#JUNE# The first day of this month I had it with friend heading to Penang and then celebrated YuQi's birthday :) I hope that this month will treat me well or even this sem :) I wish truly. For me, it's a sweet starting of June as I could stay at my sis house and also celebrated my niece birthday there. I felt happy and I really love there miss there. And now, I should turn on my study mode, then throw all the bullshit minds and things, concentrating and do as well as I can :( thumbs up for myself and this month >< hope that June will treat me well and have a better semester here. Good luck to me :)

                                                                                                             

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