June

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I hate this feeling badly. How can I endure it? Maybe that I thinking too much. *sob* Seriously, this shouldn't be the matter that I have to worry about now. Let all goes naturally and smoothly then enough. What bear in mind is getting ready for the happiness wishing to them although I can't accept it truly.

My holiday is left for few days, almost coming to the end. I'm feeling stress. I think I will fail again for my second sem result :( After school holiday, it's my third sem, the last sem in form6. However, this sem is also the last chance I fight for my future. Am I too pessimistic? I think I'm not, I knew my strength and I can't pass it well I won't get what I want. Sigh.. Can I just give up and head to another destination? Sigh again.

#JUNE# The first day of this month I had it with friend heading to Penang and then celebrated YuQi's birthday :) I hope that this month will treat me well or even this sem :) I wish truly. For me, it's a sweet starting of June as I could stay at my sis house and also celebrated my niece birthday there. I felt happy and I really love there miss there. And now, I should turn on my study mode, then throw all the bullshit minds and things, concentrating and do as well as I can :( thumbs up for myself and this month >< hope that June will treat me well and have a better semester here. Good luck to me :)

                                                                                                             

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